Clobbered by Desirrre: too many feeelingz

photos by Adriana Chavez

Lil' darlin'
Lil' darlin'
You ain't The One.
You ain't The One.
Git meee.
Git meee.
Pet me.
Pet me.
I'mFineI'mFineI'mFine.
I'mFineI'mFineI'mFine.
Tormented.
Tormented.
C'mere.
C'mere.
Good baby
Good baby
I didn't mean to.
I didn't mean to.
take me with u
take me with u
You should be ashamed of yourself
You should be ashamed of yourself
Abandoned.
Abandoned.
Rejected.
Rejected.
u used 2 want me.
u used 2 want me.
Be my daddy.
Be my daddy.
Covid.
Covid.
Sucker-punched.
Sucker-punched.
Sorry.
Sorry.
get off my life.
get off my life.
Dread Spiral.
Dread Spiral.
Bewildered.
Bewildered.
Despair.
Despair.
Fuck This Shit.
Fuck This Shit.
NO.
NO.
Hesitant.
Hesitant.
Tryin so hard.
Tryin so hard.
OhBoy.
OhBoy.
1 (888) GET-YURZ
1 (888) GET-YURZ
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP.
Deflated.
Deflated.
Tell Me I'm Pretty.
Tell Me I'm Pretty.
Enduring.
Enduring.
Grief.
Grief.
Don't look at me.
Don't look at me.
peripatetic daddy
peripatetic daddy
The last day of Four Goddamned Yearz.
The last day of Four Goddamned Yearz.
2020
2020
yesterday's gone.
yesterday's gone.
PrettyPrettyPrincess.
PrettyPrettyPrincess.
Siiick-o-Bein'-a-Saaad-yyy.
Siiick-o-Bein'-a-Saaad-yyy.
Busted heart.
Busted heart.
Election.
Election.
Clobbered By Desire- too many feelingz

Daily emotional clown portraits. Soundtrack recorded in my backyard. 2020-2021.

Pleeeze Luv Me.

performed at A S A P in Las Vegas

durational performance

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Pleeeze Luv Me.

Video documentation of a 1.5 hour durational performance at Available Art Space Projects: Las Vegas, NV 2020.

Dear Diary

-Hellscape FuqTown of 2020-

personal diary of clown GIFs

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I Wanna-I Don't Wanna-Disappear

performed in the storefront of the
Majestic Rep Theatre, Las Vegas

durational performance

photos by Chase Stevens

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They're All Gonna Laugh at You

101 Little Shits.

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Drawings

clowntown

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Garbage Pile Babiez: at the Inaugural Bullfrog Biennial- Goldwell Museum

we R trash

photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Adriana Chavez

photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Adriana Chavez
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DECOMMISSIONED: with Grace Lusk

Mailboxes on the Run:
a Four-Part Series

DECOMMISSIONED: Episode One

Mailboxes on the Run... (episode 1 of 4)
Created and performed with Grace Lusk.
Cinematography: Brent Holmes, Adriana Chavez and Tyler Watson
Music: “Argentina” by Ronnie Foster (used with permission)
Titles: Tyler Watson
Edited by: Grace Lusk

Filmed entirely in beautiful downtown Las Vegas, 2020.
DECOMMISSIONED: Episode Two

Mailboxes on the Run... part two.
Created and performed with Grace Lusk
DECOMMISSIONED: Episode Three

Two mailboxes hit rock bottom… part three.
Created and performed with Grace Lusk.
DECOMMISSIONED: Episode Four

The Final Showdown... part four.
Created and performed with Grace Lusk.
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Kreepy Klowns

Drive-Thru Back Alley Theatre- performed at Majestic Repertory, Las Vegas

photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Mikayla Whitmore
photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Adriana Chavez
photo by Chase Stevens
photo by Chase Stevens
photo by Chase Stevens
photo by Chase Stevens
photo by Chase Stevens
photo by Chase Stevens
photo by Chase Stevens
photo by Chase Stevens

Sacrilegious Patriotism: with RADAR

goodbadgoodbadgoodbaddybad

photo by Brent Holmes
photo by Brent Holmes
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photo by DK Sole
photo by DK Sole
photo by DK Sole
photo by DK Sole
photo by Brett Loudermilk
photo by Brett Loudermilk
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Send in the Clowns

(under construction)

2020 Fuq u

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photo by Krystal Ramirez

photo by Krystal Ramirez
photo by Krystal Ramirez
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with Adriana Chavez.

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The Ides of March
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4th of July
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Happy Easter
Happy Easter
Happy Father's Day
Happy Father's Day
Happy Mother's Day
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(under construction)

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